That's not my name

What's Up, Tiger Lily? ;)

Vancouver

In the corners of her heart, you'll find what you seek, a photograph, just a peak, In Vancouver, in the corners of her heart, you'll find what you seek, her love.

Find my way to Vancouver, to our shotgun wedding, in the barrel of a gun, Feel your way to'ards her tongue, the kiss of her lips, just as she slips, Sweep her right off her feet.

'I could kiss you, with lines of escape in my mouth'

Find my way to Vancouver, where I'll wait.

Mindfucked.

I need to wash my memories clean. I am unclean, perverse, riddled.

You help me forget, so I can block out the music, so we can make new memories.

It's that simple really. Hello, good night, goodbye.

Back to school.

Life's back on track, what UP. 'Til Monday, anyway.

*bites into her lemon*

Let's party on the weekend. xD

Off the top

This'll be the last time I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear I swear

it makes me pull my hair out
it makes me bite my fingers through

The Cure.

Narcissus

She blames him for many things, mostly because she’s unhappy. But she blames him most for leaving her with the emptiness. It pervades through her days, you see, and has now even  managed to permeate  her dreams. She has never liked the feeling of being lost, and that is all she ever dreams about anymore. She blames him for leaving her dreams, because it is always him she is looking for. She is not a princess because she is neither delicate, nor beautiful, and she fears she cares far too much to pretend it doesn’t matter. Her element has always been water, not earth. She likes callous people. She believes the truth only ever comes if one is slightly insensitive. She likes the blunt truth, although she realises it is another thing that often makes her unhappy. She has decided she is far too much of a cynic to be a princess. She is not a princess but she likes being cared for, being looked after by someone who is slightly callous, and a cynic. And this is what she wants more than anything. She is unhappy because the emptiness prevents her from getting what she wants most. She fills this void, however, with Take Care Music, and this is how she tries to look after herself. She believes in having a mirrored perspective, although she takes this far too literally and gazes upon her rippling reflection for hours on end. It is the only thing that truly captivates her, because she is not a princess and the water shows her what she truly is – mottled, volatile, tainted. She is riveted, never enraged. She knows that when she finds what she wants most, she will not be able to say no.

Cadence

The first note hits and it's Revolution all the while it is sustained. The next and it's Resistance and the song melts into a liquid mellowdrone that is Acceptance and Relief. The music merges so that it is our Pen and Ink world…the song resurfaces, Twists and Shouts, and is Yearning, Pain and Desire simultaneously. Just when you are fooled into believing the cadence must mean it is her swan song, it erupts into Promise, orchestrating into your heart Desolation and Abandonment.

"You always disappear," she accuses.

And the music just weighs them down into its cornucopia of Feeling, while voices like oh-so-many melodies whisper, "we will not let them hurt you," over and over again, until they have you completely.